I AM SO UPSET
I AM SO FUCKING GOD DAMN UPSET
TAKE THIS AS A WARNING FROM ME
DO NOT READ A FIC CALLED “NOT ALL THOSE WHO WANTER ARE LOST” BY MARLINOWL
SPARE YOURSELF THE HEARTBREAK I EXPERIENCED
I BET THE AUTHOR READ BOFA AND THOUGHT “YOU KNOW, I BET I CAN MAKE THIS EVEN MORE SAD AND DEPRESSING” CAUSE I FEEL LIKE MY HEART HAS WITHERED AWAY
SO IDK IF YOU WANT TO BE LEFT COMPLETELY BROKEN AND SAD THEN READ THIS FIC CAUSE IT IS BEAUTIFULLY WRITTEN AND IT IS SO GOOD
BUT IT FUCKED ME UP
IT FUCKED ME UP SO BAD
OMG BB WHY DIDN’T YOU TELL ME YOU WERE GOING TO READ THAT? That is literally the ONLY fic IN MY LIFE I’ve regretted reading. ACTUALLY REGRETTED, like I wanted to scrub it out of my brain!
That being said, it’s SO gorgeous and SO well written and it only makes it WORSE. Seriously I hate and love everything about that fic and it’s a testament to the author’s skill that she got such an emotion but I’m SO UPSET just THINKING about it!
I READ THAT FIC AND I BAWLED MY EYES OUT AT THE END!!! It was so wonderfully written and it hurt so much to read, I don’t regret reading it. But can we have a happy au of this story. I need a happy au of this story. Even if Thorin doesn’t remember but Bilbo stays in Laketown with him. Oh god this story.
Can I just make all of the craft projects????